Than the Penis
Good! More for me... I understand how someone could project their fear of sex/intimacy onto the source of it: the penis. I'm still working on my intimacy issues, like most people... but I am definitely not scared of the penis.
I've been thinking about getting a tattoo for a while now, but I just can't find a graphic that I find so meaningful that I would want to have it with me for the rest of my life... Maybe it has something to do with some kind of commitment issues that I have... yikes, let's not go down that long road...
I know that it's not necessarily new and groundbreaking trend, but I just found out about black light tattoos. These tattoos are only visible when under the UV black light. I love the underground quality of it all. I think it's totally a hot idea and I think I could commit to a graphic that's only visible under specific conditions... It's kind of like a special secret hidden in plain view.
I'd never been on a date before until last night. So needless to say, I was a bit nervous and anxious to meet him. Since all I know about seeing someone is based off of other friend's experiences, romantic love stories, and thin plot lines of gay porn, I don't know much about the whole process. For instance, is meeting up for drinks a "date" per say? Does someone have to declare it as a "date" in order to classify it as a "date" necessarily?
Well, whatever it was, it was definitely fun and exciting. It's a new concept for me to accept and get used to; the fact that someone actually is interested in me and thinks I'm cute... I'm just glad that I don't have the naivete of youth to let that blind me from the reality of the relationship, something I've seen happen too many times. Although, I am pretty damn gitty about the whole thing... It defiantly will be exciting to see where things go...